one person

one person
tall but small

courage to shove the worry aside
block it at the door
no entering in

in life’s dark and rattling moments
You bring courage and put me where
and when
You want me

feeling unprepared and
awkward and inept
Your words flow
Your grace floods through

in my smallness
You give me with courage
and grace and truth

help me be small in worry
and tall in what is good

I am just a tall and small person
but willing
willing for You to move me
and use me and put me where
courage and grace and truth
will change me and
lend hope to those I touch

You are all I need

Unseen to seen

a burning gold strand
cuts across the dark scape
a glimmer in a sea of unseen

a glimmer of what could be
but is not
not yet

the dying yellow
fades into Winter’s grasp
but rises again

rises again in Spring’s
new birth
over and over

this green to gold
and gold to Winter’s
unseen but crushing cold

one day this green will
never again fade
but will rise

a burning gold strand
to a gold crown
set on a Head worthy

a Hope that will turn
the dark to light
the unseen to seen

Stepping out

Stepping out into the pink-grey dawn
A new morning and a new day
Young and fragile as a newborn
But built for potential and strength

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Aspen trees swaying gently in the early breeze
Their leaves tinkering out a heavenward song
They greet me in the young light
And call forth my potential

Potential – what a strange word
A presence not yet present
A being not yet built
But all the plans and hopes and dreams
Fully there and ready to spring

Spring into life
Like this brand new day
Created to embrace the Sun in its rising
Beckoned to put sinews and ligaments to work

To work – to bring to life potential
To bring to life grace given in a needed moment
To give strength at a moment of weakness
Hope where a dark thought would reign

As the grey, fragile morning dawns
My own fragility comes to life
For one more day
Of potential, grace, strength, hope
And an embrace of the Son. 

Hope and Help

Irresolute I find myself

Wandering between love of earth
And of Heaven.
Focused on one, but forgetting
The other.
Focused on the other, and forgetting
The One.
How do I find contentment in both?
Earth, in all its verdant beauty, beckons
Me to dig in and accept her for all her faults
And adventures. But my heart gets caught in
The rain and I run for shelter.
The shelter I find in visions of Heaven
Where neither moth nor rust can
Destroy friendships or treasures. Resolute  
To stay in the shelter, I’m called back.
Called back to love the Earth and my fellow
Creatures, cultivating fields of rock and rich
Soil. Opening my soul to the refinement that
Will take place in those fields. Looking
Toward the Creator of Heaven, and clinging
To the Anchor of my soul; my feet digging into
Earthy dust while my eyes look to the
Heavens, where Hope and Help come forth.

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When I’m in heaven

Tell me there’ll be kites to fly,

The kind they say you can control

Although I never did for long,

The kind that spin and spin and spin and spin

Then sulk and dive and die,

And rise again and spin again,

And dive and die and rise up yet again,

I love those kites.

When I’m in heaven

Tell me there’ll be seasons when the colours fly,

Poppies splashing flame

Through dying yellow, living green,

And autumn’s burning sadness that has always made me cry

The things that have to end.

For winter fires that blaze like captive suns

But look so cold when the morning comes.

I do love the way the seasons change.

When I’m in heaven
 Tell me there will be peace at last, 
That in some meadow filled with sunshine 
Filled with buttercups and filled with friends
 You will chew a straw and fill us in on how things really are, 
And if there is some harm in laying earthly hope at heaven’s door, 
Or in this saying so, 
Well, have mercy on my foolishness, dear Lord, 
I love this world you made – it’s all I know.
by Adrian Plass

First Coming

He did not wait till the world was ready,
till men and nations were at peace.
He came when the Heavens were unsteady,
and prisoners cried out for release.

He did not wait for the perfect time,
He came when the need was deep and great.
He dined with sinners in all their grime,
turned water into wine. He did not wait.

till hearts were pure. In joy he came
to a tarnished world of sin and doubt.
To a world like ours, of anguished shame
he came, and his Light would not go out.

He came to a world which did not mesh,
to heal its tangles, shield its scorn.
In the mystery of the Word made Flesh
the Maker of the stars was born.

We cannot wait till the world is sane
to raise our songs with joyful voice,
for to share our grief, to touch our pain,
He came with Love: Rejoice! Rejoice!

~ Madeleine L’Engle

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Thy kingdom come, with power and grace,
To every heart of man;
Thy peace, and joy, and righteousness
In all our bosoms reign.
Charles Wesley

We know not what the path may be
As yet by us untrod;
But we can trust our all to Thee,
Our Father and our God.

William Josiah Irons

God’s Grandeur

The world is charged with the grandeur of God.
It will flame out, like shining from shook foil;
It gathers to a greatness, like the ooze of oil
Crushed. Why do men then now not reck his rod?
Generations have trod, have trod, have trod;
And all is seared with trade; bleared, smeared with toil;
And wears man's smudge and shares man's smell: the soil
Is bare now, nor can foot feel, being shod.

And for all this, nature is never spent;
There lives the dearest freshness deep down things;
And though the last lights off the black West went
Oh, morning, at the brown brink eastward, springs--
Because the Holy Ghost over the bent
World broods with warm breast and with ah! bright wings.

by Gerard Manley Hopkins

one streak of light

Some murmur if their sky is clear,
And wholly bright to view,
If one small speck of dark appear
In their great heaven of blue;
And some with thankful love are filled,
If but one streak of light,
One ray of God’s good mercy, gild
The darkness of their night.

by Richard Chenevix Trench

Lord, help me be much less the former and much more the latter.